A few months ago, I shared about my MDMA and psilocybin journey—one of the most profound experiences of my life. It cracked me open, revealed the parts of me that had been in conflict, and helped me see with so much clarity why I had felt stuck, uncertain, and frozen in place for so long. It wasn’t just about the experience itself—it was about the integration, the healing, and the return to myself.
At the time, I promised I’d record a podcast episode diving deeper into it, and now it’s here. In this episode, I dive into that transformative journey. This experience illuminated deep insights about the many parts within me—those seeking validation, safety, and creative expression—revealing how they shape my life, emotions, and decision-making.
Through raw reflection, I explore the tension between two versions of myself: one that is bold and unapologetic and the other that fears judgment, uncovering a path to integrate the two. From childhood wounds to the complexities of social media’s grip on identity, this episode unpacks the ways we can reconnect with our hearts, honor our inner worlds, and find peace in embracing all aspects of who we are.
If you’re a people-pleaser, a recovering codependent, or just feeling stuck in some area of your life, I think this episode will resonate.
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Cheers,
Mark
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